Moon light

moon light

spilled shadows, onto mine

and all over her eyes

while trying

to fill, in what might

crack. careful caught

you are, cut right through the line.

melt mine, melt mine.

an empty dark white

canvas made too

rigid. still she

somehow broke through.

shattered water

sharpened so smooth

she never felt it

i never knew you.

her lies

stay stinging, into sight

while heart flutters, feed my fright

mistimed

her jump, off that height.

fell, got lost

now i've, forgotten what it's like.

melt mine, melt mine.

Guide Me

it's your wrong doing. you misplaced

my lovely light hearted lively focus.

and i want to believe, you're still a part of me

but you tore right through me,

you see right through me

and i see the world in a different light

it was just the wrong time. wrong place, i'm mine.

my own sense, of wrong and right.

time flies a one way flight.

the pages you spoiled, with my bitter wet heat,

that ran a red ravine down my glowing hot cheeks

told a story of unconditional love,

oh which little girls confess in their diaries

that they themselves have been dreaming of.

superman, he can fly away.

but i'm no hero, not for her anyway.

i thought i was, but she would have stayed.

i trust in faith, and fate, and what my heart has to say.

Read My Hand

well how i am,

i show you my hand.

you read my cards

you see my heart.

flee. run. while i'm gone.

i've been dreaming of

writing a song.

i get my hugs,

but nothing of

the kind my mind

has been trying to find.

you left love behind.

forsaken. you were mine.

words aren't enough, for this sort of stuff.

my eyes speak the best

and my heart says whats left.

just another way to word,

what i felt and what i feel.

confusing the moments

that i thought seemed unreal.

Sometime

sometimes there aren't words to say,

to explain the way, we feel every day.

sometimes we are, we live, we learn.

sometimes we aren't, we give, we urn.

sometimes i lie, so that i'll feel safe.

but some time is all it takes,

to lose the chance to say,

whatever you felt the day

you let life slip away.

Paths

Jump up to the bounce

of the beat

of the heat

that melts your sweet

smelling scent

into sweat off your skin.

'Cause this world seems

to spin into sins

but regardless of how

someone's always got to win

I'm a cheater, I'm a liar

I'm the slow dying flames,

of a self serving fire.

And your wind feeds me,

but almost knocks me out.

It's a delicate balance,

between a whisper and a shout.

And I'm so lost in the crowd,

the deafening volume

of the infinite sound.

Unconditional love,

led me to an undying light.

And the darkness makes sense

because no matter how bright

you might try to shine,

you'll always cast some shadows.

It's just part of life

You're Eyes Are Smeared

the shadows spilled down the tunnel

burried beneath the ocean

a deep dark blue

black, but cold, with dampened color

she walked along the edge

in the middle

she laid on the road

in her dress

she was a mess

but still pretty nonetheless

eyes rimmed with black

chilled with tears

but a smile shattered her image

so she waits.

for a light, for a ride

for a lift into another life

calmly crying

and still smiling.

a beautiful wreck

came from his death.

she lost her lovely hidden heart

for a boy who had his torn apart.

still, quiet, on the pavement.

her chest moved up and down

and the water started dripping

into the tunnel, into her eyes,

onto her skin, and into her mind.

flooded with memories,

her lungs slowed. stopped.

surrounding his heart's pounding.

a trigger went off.

love was the name.

if only she'd known,

maybe the girl wouldn't have felt so alone

Saturation

Scream, scream

boy you can dream

but you can't, be

one of those kinds that will

sing, sing

or you'll lose sight

of those simple things.

And we'll breath, as one

i'm already here

just hug, me love

i've already seen,

what you're capable of

with my feet off the ground

i've drowned, enough

to know, it's you.

Light was, spilling

shadows filling

up, your forgiving

smile.

my lungs swelled

they started to bleed.

so i sang half heartedly

for a while.

Leave, leave

stop holding on

and release, me

you're only fooling yourself.

sweet, sweet

just leave me be.

it's too much to hold

leave the heart on the shelf.