You're Eyes Are Smeared

the shadows spilled down the tunnel

burried beneath the ocean

a deep dark blue

black, but cold, with dampened color

she walked along the edge

in the middle

she laid on the road

in her dress

she was a mess

but still pretty nonetheless

eyes rimmed with black

chilled with tears

but a smile shattered her image

so she waits.

for a light, for a ride

for a lift into another life

calmly crying

and still smiling.

a beautiful wreck

came from his death.

she lost her lovely hidden heart

for a boy who had his torn apart.

still, quiet, on the pavement.

her chest moved up and down

and the water started dripping

into the tunnel, into her eyes,

onto her skin, and into her mind.

flooded with memories,

her lungs slowed. stopped.

surrounding his heart's pounding.

a trigger went off.

love was the name.

if only she'd known,

maybe the girl wouldn't have felt so alone

Saturation

Scream, scream

boy you can dream

but you can't, be

one of those kinds that will

sing, sing

or you'll lose sight

of those simple things.

And we'll breath, as one

i'm already here

just hug, me love

i've already seen,

what you're capable of

with my feet off the ground

i've drowned, enough

to know, it's you.

Light was, spilling

shadows filling

up, your forgiving

smile.

my lungs swelled

they started to bleed.

so i sang half heartedly

for a while.

Leave, leave

stop holding on

and release, me

you're only fooling yourself.

sweet, sweet

just leave me be.

it's too much to hold

leave the heart on the shelf.

Filter

it's times like these

when i wish i could see.

live and roam free, in my memories

and sit by the fire,

by the light.

on the roof top,

loving the sight.

in front of the sunrise,

and by your side.

it's times like these

when i live for my dreams.

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i started this blog about one year ago. i'm so greatful for the push i got to do so, because it's meant a lot to me. i probably wouldnt have written nearly as much as i have if i hadn't gotten the blog, because it makes it much easier to get your thoughts out while they're still in your head. i've learned a lot in the past year, and i don't mean about calc and physics, sorry public education, but i mean about life. i've grown a lot, and i'm still growing. i hope to continue to progress with my writing and my music. who knows where i'd be if i didnt have this outlet, life gives you some curvey paths to take sometimes. but hey, at least there's a path. happy birthday riley

Make It What You Want

fading out, 'round the room

not so loud, i'm leaving soon.

dusk to dawn, another ruse

tie me on, a beautiful noose.

not a sound. just a sight.

half way drowned, in a dazzling light.

might we let life try

with time, to take our signs

our lies, our perfect designs

when the moment arrives

and bend that shine

the blinding light

into an assortment of colors

with six blurry devides.

so the overwhelming light,

became the artist's delight.

way too much was really just right.

Glow Blue

its like a damp heat.

its warm and inviting.

moist white lightning.

its blinding.

but so sweet.

oh so calmly, we will weep.

until the push is gone.

until the pull feels strong.

move on, moved on.

only to meet, at the same song.

we couldn't leave.

a late light breeze.

i've waited for you.

i couldn't say.

what makes love stay.

but the flame's still blue.

All For One

you've robbed me of another night

another nice, quiet sleep.

you've robbed me of my one true dream.

another restless struggle, deep

runs the well, of stones that tell

the stories of the watermarks.

so high, but dry.

and the grains of salt you poured in,

show at the bottom.

you've robbed me of my wealth,

my health, my real true self.

you've robbed me of my mind,

my eyes, my thoughts, my life.

but i don't mind,

i look in the sky

and see the baby blue horizon.

every bit of my sense, is certain.

you've robbed me of my heart,

this explains it.

that's the most important part.

you take all these things it seems,

can you take the rest of me?